03/14/2023 update 🌤️

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lunch sucked,, some kid in the line called me a name :( 

it sucks because im very average, so i wonder how that kid treats people bigger than me. whoever he is, i hope he learns his lesson someday.

i didn’t eat at all,, admittedly i shouldn’t have let him get to me but im in a very emotionally vulnerable state. im hoping to get over it and move on but im just not sure. id like to be the proper weight to be able to swim, but im scared. i hate knowing that other people look at me. i wish i had no body.

and we didn’t even have the drills i mentioned:,(