MARCH 8TH 2023

Twas a shitty day indeed

At school I was either bored as all hell or over stimulated to the point I looked like I was looking around for animatronics. (right to left to right to left-) At one point I went to go grab my water bottle only to realised that I forgot both that and my coffee. Unfortunatly for me I have a very real fear of public water fountains so I couldnt drink all day. At another point I wasnt able to find my ear buds but couldnt find them. Non of my friends were there so that made things 10x worse.

On my way back home I was able to calm down enough to find my earphones. 

When I got back home I basicly just fell into my bed and scrolled tik tok. at 5 my dad got back home and didnt even acnolage me. my brother and I talked a bit and i went back to my room.

later that night I was able to talk to my dad and he explained that his depression got the best of him and he just didnt have the energy to talk. He told me not to blame myself but woth the day I had and yesterday I wasnt able to not beat myself up for it.

After tomorow I only have 1 more day until march break. Im so looking forward to that.