mar 8 updates

hey guys,

soz it's been so long since i last updated.  ive been super slammed w school and lacrosse.  my team is currently 4-1 so we've won every game except one.  last night we played our rival school and one 6-5 and my best friends came to watch me even though we don't go to school together anymore (one goes to the rival school and was cheering for my team in the home section of their bleachers haha and the other goes to an art charter school in the county over).  it was so good to see them and the game was rly fun and tough.  but my mom thinks i got a hairline fracture on my foot bc my bone is sticking out funny.  so that's not fun but i have another game tmr so ill go to urgent care on friday :)

okay so anyway today is international women's day yay.  a couple weeks ago i decided i wasn't going to let anyway damage my energy but today was rly hard to do that.  so first i had to go take the psat at school online but it was a hot mess.  first of all, the room. i was assigned to doesn't exist... so yea that's something.  so they told us to go to some random room and there were so many weird kids in there.  and they started surrounding my best friend and me so we had to move.  after we moved, we tried to log into the website but it wouldn't work.  like it wouldn't work for me, or my best friend, or the whole class, or the whole school...  like i said, hot mess.  so they just gave us the act to take in the rest of the time (we wasted an hour and a half trying to sign into the psat site) so literally no one finished.  then they told us to take it home and finish then GRADE IT OURSELVES like... wut?  so that was a waste of my day.  then i go to the athletic campus for lax practice and this guy shows up who kinda has a thing for me.  backstory: we went to hoco together as friends but not even "together" we were just hanging out once we got there.  then i realized he's kind of arrogant, super sexist, and just a not great person.  so he's there and i try to keep it friendly so we talk abt the test... whatever.  but then his friend shows up who let's just day i am not a fan of.  idrk why bc i haven't ever rly talked to her but she just rubs me the wrong way.  so we're talking to her for a bit to then i go to practice.  then when i go to the field everyone is yelling at me the name of the guy i was just talking to... weird.  so im like guys what caused this and they were like "oh (the girl who im not a fan of) posted a pic of u and (the annoying guy) w hearts on her snap story."  so this girl who idek comes up and takes a pic of me and someone i dont want to associate w, puts hearts on it, and posts it on her story.  no ik for a fact if i was a guy and talked to a girl for one night before realizing i didn't like her, everyone would drop it rly fast but its literally been MONTHS and these ppl are still being annoying about it.  like pls just leave me alone idek you ppl.

ok sry for the rank but i don't wanna lash out irl and dampen my energy iykwim.  so thx for listening.

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luv, emily z