seasonal depression??mood swings??pms??

currently in AP Lit. reading The Nickel Boys. I dont want to be here. I am getting seasonal depression. it came late this year its weird. i am a senior who got into their dream school. why am i even here brothas. im like actually miserable. the light inside of me is burning out. I am so done with everyone and everything. I just want it to be summer. march needs to go by faster. cause april is gonna go by so quick then may. may is like the best month. eh  cause like i want school to be over but it aint. i just want summer and warm weather. im so sick of the cold. i can't wait to go to school next year down south. i want to go to sleep and never wake up PERIOD AHHHHH. my roomie is so cute i love her. she's so chill she like me fr. im also broke and i need money. okay bye