good morning wednesday!!

GAHHH I CANT SEEM TO FOCUS AT ALL LATELY!!! T-TTTTT

I've got a lot of stuff i need to do, well, a lot of stuff i WANT to do as well, but like, i just cant seem to get it done right!!! T-T

I tried all day  yesterday to come up with a drawing i liked, but i was just so short of ideas!! it was so frustrating ;____;;; I just wanna draw, man! i guess its that weird type of art block where like, you've got the motivation and the idea and the energy, but your execution just fails!! it sucks, not a good art day at all  ToT

i mean, its not like i dont know what i wanna draw; ive got stuff and ideas i wanna do yaknow! but i just cant seem to get it done right, and i end up so frustrated i just. stop! and feel like i cant even focus on anything right --- T-T;;;

but anyways! i dont ever like looking at the glass half empty, so theres some good stuff i should mention too! ive been waking up way earlier lately and im so happy because of that! i dont feel as tired or like my day goes by quickly anymore :P and it feels cool to wake up with the sun and tidy up the house! i also was recently able to pick up one piece again!!! and of course, thats always gonna make me happy :DD i love that show so much!! even though i felt like a real failure yesterday for not being able to draw well, watching one piece just made me feel way better :") i feel so sad that i didnt watch it for a while, mostly because for a while, it was hard for anything to bring my mood back up ;^; but hey im just glad it makes me real happy!!

thankfully in the midst of my art crisis, my little sister told me to just take a break for the rest of the day; she told me i shouldnt feel bad for resting after all, especially if itll help my brain slow down and feel better for a sec; she actually sat down and watched one piece with me!! so thats fun , of course i felt way better :P she really likes zoro and think sanjis cute LOL, and she also thinks usopp is a nice and fun guy (he is!!! so underrated i lob him...)

anyways, im back to taking care of my sister again; im not quite sure how long thisll be but i dont mind, i like being responsible! :P i feel a bit better today so hopefully itll be a good art day too!