Big decisions

So just yesterday I did an hour long kick boxing class and I’m torn idk if it’s something I want I peruse but… it’s good exercise and I get to do it with someone I like and it’s not even a little bit far away from my house. But.. then again it’s a lot to accept having to start a schedule potentially stoping some things. But I can kick anyone’s ass and I’ll get stronger. But I need to buy my own gear. But I kind of like doing it…. 

Ughhh I hate making decisions that could change the future. So what I think I’m going to do is ask my parents input and do it for a few weeks. Again I’m not good at committing to big things. I also don’t exactly want to do it because my family isn’t very flexible and 

I want time to do things at home. I have never done anything like this before. I’m torn but there doesn’t seem to be any weight to my decision but I don’t want to disappoint people who want me to do it. Bye babes