thinking about romantic jealousy

okay so normally i don't like to get super opinionated online but i just gotta get this off my chest. i keep seeing people get so envious of happy couples. now it might be cuz i'm aromantic, but i don't understand why. like literally what is the problem.

i have the bad habit of reading comments on videos i watch, so i can't scroll past a video of two people kissing without reading absolutely horrible comments. "gonna sleep on the highway" "wake up and break up" "the way the barrel transported into my mouth" oh my GOD will you SHUT THE HECK UP. nobody freaking cares that you're jealous. it's so goshdarn annoying because not only is it unnecessary, it's disappointing. how low do you have to be to hate on every couple video you see?? i'm actually happy for the couples i see because they're experiencing what i can't, and i think that's so cool for them.

i've experienced this first hand too (somehow). me and my male friend were like platonic soulmates and my best friend would always get so pissed bcuz apparently we were "a perfect couple'??? the cherry on top is that they were and are still in a relationship themselves 💀. and y'know what? i'm proud of my best friend for finding someone they love... even if it's an annoying little goofball that they like to push around ^^

on my side of this my male friend now hangs out with another person she freaking RUBBED IT IN MY FACE ON VALENTINE'S smh my head. i'm not jealous cuz we were never dating to begin with, but i'm still a little offset that he devotes more time to her than me. she was all "i thought you guys were dating!! i've had a crush on him since 5th grade!! he literally asked my out (not directly)!!" bro let him out 😭😭. one time he literally said he didn't text me back cuz he was texting her smh my head. well, it's whatever now. at least i see him at school. 

this post was pretty short compared to my other thought posts but it had to be said. mainly cuz i'm too tired to care right now.