Don’t know how to change bio it’s is cringey and offense now 😭

today I’ve been thinking of a old friend. I feel gross. And creepy. For thinking about them. I’m supposed to forget about it and move on. that’s what normal people do. but everytime I think about it. I feel like crying. I think of all the things I could have said better. all the things I could have fixed. life is strange in the way that you don’t see how your actions will affect your future. I lost family I lost everything and all that is left of me is a shell of a sun.