fuck this man

i miss my fucking gf, i hate my job, i need a new one, but i dont wanna be the 'new' person again, resetting boundaries, ect, idk maybe itll be better but what if its worse? then im fucked, im meant to be moving in with my gf soon and i cant not have money, idk, fuck. i dont want to go back to work, i hope its easy, i really really really really really do. i cant do a stressful day.