[3/7/23] bleh

Song of the day: "Suburbia Overture / Greetings from Mary Bell Township! / (Vampire) Culture / Love Me, Normally - Will Wood"

Had a dream i hugged my friend and out of instinct kissed him on the chest like i did my ex and i froze like oh my god why did i do that gidjkgiskg he was like ?????? Dont do that????? I DIDNT MEAN TO

crosses off another friend on the gay friend dream bingo card im slowly filling up "orz id rather smooch and cuddle my friends in my dreams than my ex in my defense tho kxdkkslcl

Fridays coming up and imma get my pup we gna be besties

I havent heard anything abt my job

I overslept a lot bc i got too sad to keep playing my game so i went to bed

I need to shower

Im rly upset yesterday sucked my brain doctor referral didnt work and they cant figure out who takes my fucking insurance !!! I gotta go figure it out myself since insurance people dont even know i guess . I just want to get diagnosed so i can get my meds

So i ended up sleeping yesterday away n when i got up  i wanted to play my game and couldnt even do that cos i was sad

Idk anything about my job ill shower and see whats up w that I guess cos i was supposed to go tomorrow but i couldnt for some reason and they havent called me or texted me or anything. So confused

Ill try clearing my room out again today i wanted to yesterday

Head in hands yelling

Im so ?&???£{{®{×¢¶`\¶¥{`[[~×^~∆\®[%{'))*(-@(#)_00

ÀaaaaaaaaUGHHHH