being a teen <3

i was @ my friend’s house getting dressed for a party listening 2 amerie and in that moment i felt like such a teenager. i love that feeling. this blog page makes me feel like a stereotypical teen. i was outside tonight to bring my dog up the backyard stairs. it’s such a nice night, but i felt such immense sadness. the world is ending. the ice caps are melting. 10 feet of snow in california, and barely even 2 inches in jersey. i picked my dog up the stairs and i could feel his spine through his skin. i felt every tumor. he’s dying and i’m so sad for him. i don’t wanna sound suicidal but i wonder what death is like. maybe it’s nothing. maybe we’re already dead and “death” will just lead us to real life. idk