trying to think positively

As I said in one of my bulletins I'm starting art school again this monday after I dropped out of the university i was going, I think this is a new beggining for me, after 2 years of going to that place I hated my art, and my own self and having negative thoughts the whole time and a whole lot of self-sabotaging I'm finally having some hope for myself, I will have a great year, my relation with art will be better and i'll become a super cool teacher