new crush

So I started talking to a guy finally after 7 months in this new city not that I hadn't talked to other guys romantically before this but I lost interest very early or just wasn't interested in them in the first place. Well anyway this guy I noticed him very early on in the year and he was always alone but I never bothered talking talking to him mostly because i'm shy and rarely just go up to ppl to talk but I also had this feeling he prefered being alone.

At the student residence i'm at they often organize like small like activties so this one time it was a board game night and I got there early I wasn't really expecting anything bc most guys that attend these are not really attractive lmao but there he was, so I was like damn cause I had just seen him at the cafeteria after not seeing him for like a while but I dressed really nice on that day so I was very happy with that yk anyways he introduces himself but he tells different names to everyone which confused me I just called him Greg. So anyways we play uno and it's fun I don't get to interact much with him but then we play werewolf (roleplay game) and i'm the narrator so we like exchange alot and joke around, banter and all that, when the thing is over I wanted to try talking to him but i'm not good at it so I don't ask the right questions and I have to leave with another friend  before I get his info.

But I wasn't feeling hopeless bc he lives here I know that and I know he eats at the cafeteria most of the time so I go just as I usually do but I look for him hoping to join him while he's eating... and I do see him but he comes after me and I'm not gona call him over to eat with me we are barely friends so everytime I just get to  see him leaving or coming when i'm already eating so nothing happens and I go home for a week holiday.

Wednesday there's this small party and obviously I go any chance I have to meet ppl I take and at this point I had totally given up on the whole Greg situation I just wanted to meet new ppl and I did, I was hanging out with these girls talking and drinking yk and one of them goes "Georgeee" I turn aroung and Greg, well now George, I'm shocked and slightly tipsy he greets me like we didn't already know each which fair we were besties so then I ask wtf I thought ur name was Greg he was like no I was just joking around. The rest of the night is just me being midly drunk him not drinking but being a really fun guy we laugh together it's really enjoyable I asked for all their social just to get George's but I liked all of them tbh.

So It's time for us to leave and most ppl were gonna take the tram but I walked there and I wasn't feeling like taking it then some guy asks if everyone is talking the tram and greg says he's walking so I think perfect. So we all walk the others to the tram then we walk together with the other guy but at some point it's like it's just us bc he's behind and it's so fun so nice to talk to someone with my humor and joke around like that, so when I got home still not sober I text him and I'm like you don't have class tomorrow let's hang and that's the beginning.

We hung out walking around the city the day after also at dinner at the cafeteria together ^_^ and I thought it might be alot more awkward since I was sober lol but it was literally the same our personalities compliment each other very well I feel, he's just an overall very playful person and I love ppl like that it helps me bring out that part of my personality and we also talked about serious stuff it was really nice. I even brought him to my room like?? literally the first person to see my room  but anyways idk today I hung out with him a bit and it was the same but I was just following him to class bc I'm interested in doing his major ( before I knew him not a crush interest lol) but yeah I joined him and idk I wanted to stay the whole time and then we'd go around town but I started overthinking itand I don't know if he likes me at all coz he doesn't text me first and I don't wanna bother him but I was supposed to maybe meet him up for a class he had in the afternoon but he didnt even message me to ask, it's not like he's the most active social media user but idk i think no matter who it was i would have asked if they were gonna come unless ofc i didn't want them there.

So yeah I know I wrote alot but I wanted to explain how this is kind of a thing when I see someone more than one in very improbale situations I think it's fate so yk, i'm kinda rooting for him anyways I'll be eating more often with him and the girls from the other night, I will probably do shorter updates from here but Ik no one is reading this long ass thing, I'm just dumping it here.


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