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fueled by desperation and loneliness (song)

quick trigger warning this song is about drug abuse.  oh and also co dependency.


i live for cloudy night like these

two stars poking out
chilled by the winter breeze

and i spend all day pacing in front
of my tv, Netflix on the screensaver screen
smoking some kind of green

the temperature brings back the memories
you gave me a frostbitten kiss on my cheek
and we talked all night about real deep stuff
and how we were totally in love

I'll walk you to your hookups house
while holding your hand
and I'll leave you be
till you need me again
just call me when you need me again
i need you
to need me again

you only call me when you're smoking with your friends
you only call me when you're, drunk again
you only call me when you're in the clouds on pink dreams, pink dreams x 2

i reassure you it's fine
I'm lying through my teeth
i see in your eyes
you know I'm lying
so we'll both ignore it till next time 

leave a voicemail say you can't make it
you'd do anything to make it up to me
when you disappear
i can't breath
swear to God it's like I'm choking
darling i need you 
darling i need you to need me 
don't disappear don't disappear
darling i need you to need me

but

you only call me when you're smoking with your friends
you only call me when you're, drunk again
you only call me when you're in the clouds on pink dreams, pink dreams x 2

you don't want me 
you just want somebody
you don't want me
you just want anybody x2

that's why

you only call me when you're smoking with your friends
you only call me when you're, drunk again
you only call me when you're in the clouds on pink dreams, pink dreams x 3


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