diary entry #1: 3/2/23

nothing really happened today (that i can remember)

my mom yelled at me for something my dad did, which is a great way to start your morning. i listened to brokencyde on the bus. flunked my math quiz. felt shitty for a few hours, but then it went away. randomly got a limp out of nowhere, like how the hell did that happen? whatever. finished a book, turned in my overdue history hw.. btw my actual history teacher is coming back on monday since she's been out for maternity leave. i swore really loud in the elevators lol

tomorrow i would have been going to hot topic down in westroads minutes with my best friend angel, but they had to go to north dakota for some reason, so i laid down on the couch and tried to sleep but was really bummed. @ the hot topic though im gonna get hair dye and give myself leapord print fringe and coontails. my mom said she would get me hair extensions, but i doubt she really will. it feels like she hates me sometimes, or just forgets I'm there.

i wrote an angsty song. its called music martyr. would say stream it, but i have no band to rehearse it with. i need a band, like, urgent. it's pissing me off how i have all these great songs just stored away and nobody to play them with.

school's fucking me over. i dont understand any of it, and if i did i wouldn't have an average C in math. life's a bitch, i think i need to get over that. i think it's going to get better soon. maybe in 8th grade, when i can be myself for once. next year im gonna start it off right, because i dont wanna be just anothsr face in the yearbook. i know i have potential. it's all a matter of time before they see who i really am.

they will all see.. that sounded stupidly suspicious. wow.

-crimson </3