MARCH/3/2023

 March 3rd 2023 7:23 AM

Lyric: The guards went on vacation while I plotted my revolt

Mood: happy

Can the weather PLS get warmer I need to dress slutty 。゜゜(´Ｏ`) ゜゜。

(Gushing about Will starts now)

Forever ago I saw a Tumblr post that was like uhh... dating is just a buddy system for life or something? Idk but it changed my brain chemistry man. I dated so many people where it was like...idk...we were "against each other" or something kind of????? Idk. Just fighting all the time. But with Will it really is just like a buddy system for life. We support each other. If he wants to go somewhere I come with, even if I don't necessarily need to, and vice versa. Idk. Whatever blah blah blah I love my boy etc

Lately at night we've been watching his for you page while we cuddle until I fall asleep and then he rests me on my pillow and goes to sleep. It's like... the closest we can get to sleeping in the same bed with these narrow ass fucking dorm beds (T⌓T) but anyway his for you page is funny because I literally don't know anything abt tiktok cuz I never use it so there's just like a ton of memes that I? Didn't know were a thing? He scrolls and I'm like "wtf why is there a family guy audio lol" and Will is like "that's FAMILY GUY??? I've heard it on so many tiktoks I didn't even realize" LMAO

Anyway we were watching these tiktoks and a bunch started coming up of characters that are like my bbgirls but Will doesn't even know them and I started listing off fictional men I'm in love with (Will Graham, Jesse Pinkman, Niles Crane, Will Riker, Spock, Samwise Gamgee, etc) and Will was like "why do I relate to all these characters" and I'm like!!! So I have a type!!! Whatever!!! Shut upppppp /lh

I've always wondered if I could go through a car wash with my wheelchair. Told Will about that and he gave me the most defeated look and said, "Please...don't."

We were doing laundry the other day (I love doing his laundry oh my god...domesticity goddamn) and I went to put our stuff in the dryer and he goes HOLD ON and pulls out the lint trap and cleaned it out and I was like idk lmao does it matter and he goes "YES it matters. Can't have my girl getting blown up." And I ｡゜(｀Д´)゜｡ wtf he's so cute stopppp

(Okay gushing ends now lol)

Anyway I cannot wait to get to play my guitar again. I love guitarrrr it's one of the few things I miss about being home.

It's my brother's birthday today but he doesn't have break until next week so I still have time to get him a gift and stuff! 

It's funny bc I genuinely feel like this, right now, is what I'm going to be all nostalgic for in a few years. Like sitting in my comfy lil dorm room writing blog posts about my bf and listening to music...yeah I know I'm gonna remember this as "the good old days." So I'm trying to enjoy it while it lasts. My dad has an issue where he constantly lives in the past, longing for those "good ol days" and being nostalgic, and I think I've inherited that. I used to spend so much time feeling nostalgic for times in my life that were genuinely awful when I was in them. Now? I'm so incredibly happy I KNOW I'm gonna be nostalgic for this.

Anyway ppl often act like letting things roll off your back and taking things in stride are the same but I don't agree. I'm really bad at letting things roll off my back but I think I'm good at taking things in stride, you know? I just need to feel my feelings or whatever and then I can get through it.

My blog posts are so short if you cut out the gushing about Will lmao TuT

Song: Skeleton by The Front Bottoms