im suffer

why is school such hell

why is making friends so hard

who the hell is edgar and why does everyone have his cut (ik its kind of an old thing but it still boggles my mind that haircut was so fugly who would pay to look like that)

why is it oh so hard to speak to people (even teachers, they just have this sort of look on their face all the time that its hard to pin down but it just makes me very afraid to speak)

thinking about it, everyone kinda has that look

when I meet my online friends, will they also have that look? (considering the type of people they are, probably/lh)