watching TLC's bs showss

okay so idk if this is just me but i cannot stop watching my 600lbs life when i eat- 😭😭 its srsly a problem !!! its like sometimes it makes me feel better abt myself because even tho i have a pretty skinny face and a bit of chub on my tummy, i think im fat sometimes and have like an ED or smth xdd but i swear when i watch my 600lbs life it kinda reminds me that im in no means considered obese and im not fat 😭 eek this sounds so awkward but ik im not the only one who feels this way sooo YOLO