[MISC] reminicent of deviantart days

back when i was young like 13s n such i used to post art i did and underneath id go on a few long paragraph rant about stuff relating to the picture and my day and how i did it and what about it frusterated me and im kind of sad that ive lost that .

i dont comment on anything when i draw anymore, its just a drawing ive done. i dont say what its about or what i was thinking or share anything. i just show it to my friends in my discord server or post it to toyhouse now.

i miss having a blog featured attached to art, i wish deviantart wasnt a hellscape.

i miss having memories attached to drawings. i miss sharing my thoughts in longform other than a quick post or silly thing written. i want to have something to be saved yknow?

ive lost so much surrounding all of my art for years. all that remain now are the images and vague memories attached to them. I wish i could look underneath and see what i thought at the time.

i want to start posting art again to a place. i dunno, tumblr or something. I'm scared about nft bros finding it or my art being stolen though :( and i hate watermarking shit. its just a pain in the ass tbh. but i think i will. I miss it a lot. i think i just get really scared of annoying people or people judging me for who i am. im kind of long winded and i like to share what i think and feel a lot and i dont think many people if any care.

but i care??? i care a lot about my own art and my own feelings. i care about looking back on what ive drawn and my characters. ill look into if tumblrs can be friend accessible only if not ill make a private twitter i think.

if any one is interested let me know! :3