I wanted to put together a little timeline of me developing feelings for Withnail so I can look back at it in future if I'd like, and also because i feel like it's funny how it went from "yeah he's hot" to spiralling into multiple selfship AUs.
11th Feb - First watched Withnail and I
I seemed to really like him, and screenshotted him high.
[few days with little to no Withnail mention, was fixated on Jack Horner]
15th Feb - Rambled about W+I, kept calling Withnail hot.
Joked about how if Vyvian is my qpp and kins Withnail then is Withnail my secondhand f/o?
16th Feb - Joked about getting a Withnail fictive
17th Feb - Joked about being high at the park as a Brit (comparing self to Withnail)
"I was going to ask why Withnail is hot and then realised he probably isn't supposed to be appealing at all"
19th Feb - Made a "WLW : Withnail Loving Withnail" joke
21st Feb - Made a first joke about a catgirl self insert
22nd Feb - Made my boyfriend watch W+I
Confirmed I found Withnail hot, called Withnail "sexy in a pathetic way"
Also commented on how many times you get to see Withnail eating and implied I appreciated it
25th Feb - Downloaded a lot of Withnail photos
Started making kink hcs for him
Started talking about wanting to make him worse
Crackships of Withnail x Trexel Geistman and Withnail x Withnail
26th Feb - Vyvian pointed out I was platonically selfshipping with Withnail as I was talking about imagining him with me to cope with feeling pathetic
Created the selfship AU
Originally very dark but got a little softer through the night
Talked about him the whole day
27th Feb - Started my selfship playlist
Started wearing my red tartan scarf to work
I QRT Richard E Grant on Twitter on a 10 year old post to say I was selfshipping with Withnail now, not expecting him to be active on Twitter and not entirely expecting him to be alive.
He liked the QRT. Pain pain pain pain pain
Felt a bit softer towards Withnail
Started joking about marrying Withnail just to divorce him, and then got into what the wedding would be like.
More Withnail kink canons, much more self indulgent
Kidnapping AU was born
Withnail weight gain talk
28th Feb - Felt possessive over Withnail
Wrote my post discussing my playlist
Withnail recovery au briefly mentioned
Felt very affectionate towards him
Withnail petplay discussion
1st March - Selfship pinterest board started
Discussed taking Withnail to Blackpool and the chaos that would happen
Withnail in Blackpool pinterest board started
Started properly embracing the Withnail fixation as something that was making me happy and giving me comfort in my life
Headcanoned Withnail's scent in a way to help me cope with hallucinations
Told my therapist about Withnail who found it funny but agreed that it sounds good for me
2nd March - Today! I made this post
Compiled old messages to piece together this timeline and get my headcanons written in one place
Used Withnail to cope with fear of alcohol
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