lots going on rn....

this week has been so BUSY, i've barely had a chance to do my like on-paper journals and i feel like i've been mia online for a while </3 my friend (motleymel on here owo) just moved to seattle where me and my bf live on monday!! he's staying with us for a while until her stuff gets to her new apartment. there have been some stressful moments bc like...we aren't quite used to being irl together fully like this, but im still really really happy he's here & it's been so exciting. minus the part where i got sick after going out to eat for some reason -_-

anyway so i saw into the woods last night and it was really good!! everything had like a cartoonish modern sheen to it? some characters looked straight out of a 70s futurism cartoon, whereas others were dressed almost normal to today's standards. i also thought i knew the story bc i had seen the movie but i must have stopped watching the movie halfway through bc when everything got fucked up and sad i was like D: i don't remember this at all! but it was still good. and fun.

today is my one break from all of the things we've been doing, which i'm looking forward to bc i am Exhausted. we are going to a convention tomorrow and we're probably going to cosplay as klance from voltron, but i'm really nervous because my wig is in bad shape--or at least it arrived in bad shape and required a lot of fixing, which my boyfriend really kindly did for me, so i don't know where it's at now, actually. we still have to dye it fully black bc the original dye the maker did didn't take well and there's this ugly grayish tint all around the hair, it's really annoying. i think either my boyfriend is going to do that while i'm at work or we will both do it later tonight. i hope it will dry by the time i have to go to the convention....ughhh im so nervous. it's our firstion convention in seattle--well, it's our first convention since before covid--and as shitty as that goddamn state was, the last convention we went to in indiana was so fucking fun that it kind of reinvigorated our love of klance in a new way.

i don't know that this can live up to that, as we are in much different life circumstances than we were then, but i want it to at least be...fun. and not overwhelming, or awkward. i feel bad that mel's going to be left alone at the house for three days, too, even though i know he's fine with it. UGH it's all just complicated and annoyingggg and im wishing for the best. but who knows!

that's where my life is now, anyway. maybe i will post pictures from the con later? tbd.