Space-Cases

(Yo so this is definitely going to be more upbeat than my last analysis of one’s self that last one was very depressing even for me to read.)

Most of this is going to be me trying to find ways of saying staring into space with out saying it over and over again.

A little weekly update: (geonitro and me are making our next video for our channel (link in bio) schools going pretty well and today is the first day of march which means there is only 18 weeks of school left. Rn I’m trying to fix my hair, I finished a book I’ve been reading for a while it’s called scarlet.) 

Todays subject is space cases well me and how I’m a space-case. So this idea came to me while playing basket ball in PE this morning. 

My head is always slightly in the clouds even if I don’t want it to. I used to fake or purposefully disassociate because it was a QuIrKy trait. Sometimes I’ll disassociate while someone is still talking to me but It will just heighten what I’m listening to like a zoom in with my ears. When I talk about it like that it sounds like a super power it’s not I’m just focusing more intensely on them but while staring off into space.

I try not to dissociate while people are talking cause it’s rude. Or and I think everyone can relate to this when I’m staring off into space having a crazy day dream or just thinking about something I’ll end up staring at someone by accident ofc. 

When I’m staring off into space I have very vivid day dreams usually about whatever I was just thinking about or it’s a story made out of a song I’m listening to. I am a person that is always hyper aware of everything around me because when I’m bored I just look around which usually give me weird looks from people I accidentally meet eyes with. I apparently gained that from my parents. 

Most times I stare off into space and think about absolutely nothing at all, one time I had a day dream about this song warrant by foster the people the story was a young girl and her brother escaping their abusive dad after their dad killed their mother. The older sister grabs stuff and stuffs it into a back pack and tries to hurry before their dad get back from work. The older sister calls the police and tells them about her dad. It took place in rural Arizona. The rest of it was them driving their dads truck away from the house.

Okay my history teacher is assigning work so I gtg. 

Bye babes 😘