man life is exciting right now

I've had like a wild realization about what I want to do with my life like I realized I don't want to study forensics at all any more (I still love it but it dosent call out to me) but I feel this sort of neglect and after talking with friends and family and getting a job soon its like this lack of community and living for me like I wanna share my musical intrest with my friends and thrive alongside them, I in no way expect to make anything of it but the stress of trying to keep up with the world and being so money focused is killing me I truly want to feed this part of me because I know I can do so much more than the bare minimun with myself.... like holy crap I just cant wait to do something for me and be authentic to myself for once in mylife I won't even lie.