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I reallyyy really don't wanna do this but it's the easiest option for me and I need to do things as easy as possible bc things are already difficult enough.
As some of u might know, I really wanna be an army nurse 😭
So I need to be the propor weight and have strength, and I've been working out lately and I fcking got underweight again bruh
My health has been at it's bare minimum sinse I stopped eating meat four months ago and it's been a constant struggle for many many reasons. I'm willing to sacrifice my preferred diet in order to gain weight and muscle in time for when I'm ready to enlist.
BUT BRO ITS BEEN SO HARD DUDE MEAT IS SO OVERRATEDDD 😭😭😭 cried the first time it was so overwhelming bro
I already know I don't like shrimp anymore, which was my fav food pre vegetarian, i almost vomited that time. But the last few days I've eaten numerous chickens and fish (in small amounts) and every. time. I'm greatly disappointed. And it's rly sad bc some of this things I know I used to love like chipotle chicken??? I had full faith, but that shit was ass okay.
Every time I eat meat I also get rly bad cramps and feel like I'm gonna vomit so yeah so fun 🙄 I feel like part of the reason that it's makes me feel so sick is because I'm so mentally disgusted as well. But I'm taking it slow and I'll get over it soon hopefully.
I dont think I could ever eat cow again though. Like meat is already like "how is that even food" but cow is a different level bc they are literally my second fav animal :(
Today after school I had a tuna + mayo sandwich. The texture was god awful and it was rly annoying/tiring to chew but it's the first meat thing I've eaten this week that didn't make me feel in pain or cry. It wasn't mid but it also wasn't super delicious. It just was, ig.
Sometimes when it comes to ordering food and I remembered to consider the meat option it makes me feel so confused like I still can't wrap my head around the fact I'm eating meat again like actually. Blows my mind.
ANYWAYS, I CAN EAT CHICHARRONES AND LUCKY CHARMS AGAINNN RAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! 🎉🎉🎉
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Actual Acorn
why did you need to start eating meat though? sounds gross. you can easily put on weight by eating sugary, fatty, and carbohydrate foods. honestly that's probably even better than meat according to keto dieters.
All I ate was sugary foods, pastas, eggs/potatoes and coffee. I was very unhealthy/underweight, I have a very small appetite and I'm picky bc I'm autistic. It just wasn't working out, this went on for four years. if I lived on my own and could buy my own groceries with my own money then I definitely could (and eventually will) but in the mean time I'm going to do what's best and easiest for me and my goals, even if it's going against all my morals, beliefs and feelings. Please don't be classiest/ablist and understand that not everyone can successfully be on veg diets.
by Juli ☆ Rivera; ; Report
if that's true then it sounds like you have underlying health issues unrelated to your meat consumption/lack thereof. you might want to consult a doctor before starting any sort of physical training. check yourself before you wreck yourself.
by Actual Acorn; ; Report
Hunny I'm autistic and dont buy my own food, there's really not much too it. I was healthy before I went veg and I've been seeing my doctor yearly. Like I said it's unfortunate and I admit I'm taking the easier route but it's not that complicated
by Juli ☆ Rivera; ; Report
damn okay. i was just sayin
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