JOAQUIN MONDRAGON

𝕁𝕆𝔸ℚ𝕌𝕀ℕ 𝕄𝕆ℕ𝔻ℝ𝔸𝔾𝕆ℕ
( 🎖️ )
the book of life

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𝖈𝖆𝖓𝖔𝖓 𝖉𝖊𝖋𝖎𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖌:
➸ my canon movie timeline took place
over three days from oct 31st to nov 2nd.
on the first day, maria died. on the second day, manolo died.
on the second night, maria came back.
the third day was the day of the dead.
➸ i had crushes on manolo and maria,
but i don't think i ended up with either of them,
or possibly anyone.
➸ maria and manolo moved into my house
shortly after being married.
i still went to fight bandits for a while,
but i think they may have stopped me
after i started getting reckless.
➸ after losing the medal, i used morphine and cocaine
to attempt to recreate the effects.
maria was pissed about this when she found out.

𝖙𝖎𝖉𝖇𝖎𝖙𝖘:
➸ i didn't feel positively about my mother or father.
only my little sister, matilda.
➸ i had very low self-esteem,
but overcompensation made me seem narcissistic,
and i ended up embodying that
and forgetting i was self-conscious at all.
➸ i was an alcoholic and smoked cigars.
➸ maria spoonfed me menudo the first time i was sick.
➸ if i looked at manolo with my dead eye,
i saw a skeleton.
➸ i had vivid and intense nightmares about killing bandits,
and the guilt ate at me.
➸ for some time, i wouldn't remove my eyepatch,
and my wound festered.
➸ without the medal i would've died of exposure in the desert.
i slept with only a serape. manolo stole my first serape,
so i had to get a new one.
it was blue, and had an eagle woven into it.
➸ manny and i used to run all over san angel together,
and fall asleep in the shade when the sun was too hot.
➸ i danced often, hugged often, and loved loudly.
➸ i loved boleros and movies.
➸ manolo and i practiced kissing and dancing,
but it never went farther.
➸ because the circumstances were weird,
manolo and maria had another wedding event
not long after the first. i got insanely drunk
and danced extremely hard.

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( ♫ )
"𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍."