a dilemma of sorts.

today, and for the past few weeks I've been observing everything i do and how exactly I do it. 

and I posed the question to myself, after a few weeks...

am I really even good at anything?

I can't do schoolwork very well. 

I'm not the most common sense thinker. 

I can't comprehend things very well, and need a lot more help with things.

there's multiple other things I do day-to-day that I can say I'm "mediocre" or "average" at. but aren't people usually good at something? something that's theirs? why don't I have something like that? 

I can't name anything anybody ever told me I was good at .

I'm always there for people with their accomplishments, and im proud of all my friends when they get awards or complimented on something they've done. but why do I selfishly feel the want to be good at something too? how do you find that spark? 

I feel as though I'm just taking up space somewhere, doing something ANYBODY can do. nobody comes to me for things, cause I'm never good at anything they need. 

ANYBODY could be me. why do I feel this way?