lays down.

hi i'm so burnt out. aughfhfhfh. everything is so much all the time. i had a short hour-long nap but i still feel pretty tired. watch me sleep for 12+ hours again tonight... 

on another note, i finally bought groceries! i've been putting it off for a while... i mean, i still have some food left but i can't make my usual bigger meals. i've just been existing on choc chip pancake pieces and hot and spicy mi goreng. which is. not enough. and probably not helping my burn out... waugh ;;

the groceries will come in tomorrow thankfully, so i can rest easy knowing i'll have better sustenance come tomorrow evening. 

also. mildly annoying but i put my big doona in the wash because it really needed a clean and i think that might have been a mistake. it's so goddamn wet and too big and heavy to hang on my foldable clothesline. it's just laying on the ground in the middle of my room taking up space. sopping wet. it doesn't feel any drier than when i took it out hours ago...... i am disintegrating oh my god. elmira was worried about the water on the ground earlier too, but i told her it was just the doona and not the washing machine leaking or anything. she suggested next time i take it to the dry cleaners. but how can i do that without a car? do i get an uber??? i don't know. maybe when it dries i'll have to sometime though because this is ridiculous. please hurry up and dry.

i'm hungry now and i want... to order kfc chips one last time. i can afford it one last time this fortnight. technically two if i delve into savings.

oh by the way! yes, speaking of savings, i decided to open a further two bank accounts late last week to help me with saving money! something about sectioning my money off into specifically purposed accounts is scratching my brain so well, and it's actually working really well. :) i have a dedicated savings account titled "future with ellis" and i'm going to put 100 into it every fortnight from my disability paycheck over a couple of years to save up 10k by february 2027. if all goes to plan, i expect to actually be able to put in more than 100 a fortnight! once my witch stuff takes off, i hope i'll be able to get a bit of an income there. 

it's so exciting to be saving this way. i can't wait for my future with my one and only. 💙

oh and the second account, the one linked to another debit card, is going to be a "looser" savings account. i can spend that money more freely, but it's still classified as savings. kind of a "treat myself" fund. 50 a fortnight is going to go into that account. :))

yay for saving!!!