diary entry two

i don't have much to talk about...work was uneventful aside from one rude ass customer. my mom's friends started a meal train for us, and tonight's meal was chicken, potato wedges, and mac n cheese from the hot food counter at the grocery store adjhfskjhgsg thankfully we also had fresh green beans that we cooked up on the side bc that meal needed veggies so bad. 

my mom and i are going to pick up my dad's ashes tomorrow. i think that's when it will really hit me, that he's gone and never coming back. there are still moments when i think i hear him opening the front door. waaah i miss him so much. 

my mom and sister and i just finished watching house hunters for the night. the most recent couple was so annoying LOL but i'm about to go upstairs and shower and go to bed. 

i think that's all i have to say right now.

love,
bee