Random thought

Just had my daily reminder that I in fact have to call the jury place tomorrow and boy do I hope they dont need me because I understand the importance and the money would be helpful rn, however....I don't have the clothes and I extremely not intrested at all and I truly feel like that is unfair as hell to others so i'd have to do mental tricks to put my all into not fucking over someones life I could be overthinking like usal but I do not wanna be a problem oml,...0_0