Especially the sun

Once I dreamt the poles shift
And I called my mother 
And I am a dog
I just sat up and begged
Open my eyes just to see that the inky skies peel from their anchors
this whole town is so changed 
"good god"
Absolutely nothing 
One thousand moons behind my eyes 
Simply sat in this freezer 
Shivering and cold
Some days I feel so old