Memory.

  I really think something's been off with me. I've had horrible memory for years, but its been getting worse and worse. I forgot my own name this morning, and forgot to even eat breakfast. I've tried talking to my parents about it but they just..ignore me or brush me off. 

I don't say this often, but I'm scared. I can't remember days or even weeks of my life, even recent ones. I keep having gaps in my memory, and being told I did things that I didn't. 

Or at least, I don't remember doing them.

I hate this. I can only pray that it'll get better, but I might forget to do that too.