2.25.23 2:21

i feel so alone, i know i shouldnt miss them, but i want their embrace, i want their love and to hear their daily ups and downs. to be their support is all i want.

im such a bad partner. i deserved to have them seperate with me, i asked for it… they’re so busy, i can’t argue with that. i cant deny it or look the other way from it. i know that is a fact. but i don’t think i deserved this.

i miss hearing good morning. it made waking up from the terrible night so much better.

will things ever be okay. i dont know. it scares me, i want to be normal, i want to stop fixating so bad.

when im alone all i want is their attention, im sorry for bothering. im sorry. i really dont mean to hurt them.