2.25.23 2:06

i hate being alone at bedtime, it’s the worse feeling ever. i currently cannot cope with the loneliness that comes with the night… i wish for a friends reply but no one has come to my rescue. i am putting too much expectations into them, arent i?

i hope to close my eyes and get rest. my mind races and i feel dread of it all, nightmares and terrors and scares. i cant put up with them, though i suppose i must.