everything happens so much

like. way too much. february went by so fucking fast. 

my dnd group finished the campaign we've been doing for a year and a half. vent's going down for good. i'm moving at the start of april. hhhh.

last week we beat the BBEG. yesterday we had a little epilog session. i'm retiring juugo, but not bridgefel. they still have stuff to do. nyx almost made me cry. he went back through the portal, with johann, legoshi wolf dave, and bogdog. juugo gave him a hug before he did so and they both had a little cry about it. juugo and sarah settled down together outside of redwick. she visits her friends whenever she can, and calls halfar every so often to make sure he's okay, taking etzel's request very seriously.

bridgefel... got to have an emo moment, they did so absolute trash at the final battle, they're taking a little bit to lie on the floor and play fantasy pokemon. they went home with vasili, while they don't really consider deepwinter to be their home, it's nice to be somewhere cold again. plus, snowdrop has nikolai. bridgefel will get back on their feet eventually, fluff out their wings, but for now they'll do their job entertaining vasily's daughters and trying to find a shiny absol. oh, and 🍰 drew bridge, auro, and one vasily's daughters havint a tea party. i love it so much.

it feels kind of surreal that vents actually going down. i've been on it for so long. i remember first seeing a post about it on tumblr and deciding to give it a go because i was a mentally ill teenage kinnie loser, what else was there to do. and then i didn't leave. i was there before the special sets came out. it'll be really weird not be able to go on every day and post my silly little thoughts. i really don't like change.

speaking of not liking change, MOVING. we've finally got a vague approximation of a move out date (the best you can do when yr whole family is made of ADHD) and it's... so soon. it's so soon. only ten work days left. six more sundays at the rescue.

addie is staying here, at least for a few months. i'd worry about her too much if she came with me right away. there's so much going on at that house all the time. i'll miss her and the boys like crazy. they've been keeping me sane after work being so garbage. i need to convince 🌼 to buy a little kitty pool for cream. he would love it.

i don't know how to end posts. i remembered the song 'tiny alien' last night and its been on repeat since then.