i love music

i have to have music playing all the time everyday. it helps center myself i feel like. it’s like my own life soundtrack to make it feel like i’m in a coming of age movie. it’s kinda hard to describe how music makes me feel whole; i think it’s the lizard brain fr. scratched a certain part of my soul. right now i’m listening to so so much cocteau twins and deftones. and when i found out deftones covered one of CT’s songs i was so excited cause i love love love Garlands, their first album and i love the song Wax and Wane so hearing their version felt so warm and good. im outside tho while i’m typing this so i’ll write more about them specifically when my hands warm up.