Just dealing with life’s bullshit

Just venting sorry Okay so my husband got taken into custody on the 1st and now I’m just trying to deal with being alone for the first time in a while, it really freaking sucks and I don’t know what to do anymore. He’s been able to call me and stuff but that only lasts for so long, I got used to sleeping next to him and now I hardly sleep anymore. I don’t know what to do anymore, I’ve put out applications to multiple jobs and no ones gotten back to me, so now I’m usually just stuck at home while my brain eats away at me slowly, I think I’m starting to spiral from this I hate it so much .