NO FAIR I WANNA BE KISSED TOO...

deadass so jealous of ppl who havelike boyfriends or girlfriends or r jst in a relationship at all..... like.... god i wanna be loved too yk!!!!!!!!!!1 i wanna be someones boy i wanna be theirs and theirs only but like i dunno man.... not much hope is coming forward anymore so maybe i rlly WILL die alone!!!!!!!! i mean not actually but god its been so  lonely, whenever i see a couple or something o see two lovers being lovers theres such a sharp pain in my chest thats like, "fuck i wish that was me." or "i wish i had a boyfriend too>..." like IS IT JUST ME?????????? like if its w friends its liek.... im happy 4 u guys litearlly furreal but like.... inside i get soso angry too like bro
WHEN IS IT MY TURN 2 B HAPPY MAN B RUH THIS SHI AINT FAIR.......,.
BREAKS THINGS AND FLIPS TABLE.......