〘 02.23.2060 〙

I guess they have taken their entire turn for the whole 222 day.

Just for confirmation.

This isn't what some people think.

I am i026. I am i098.

i026 is i098. i098 is i026.

We are the same person, just different thoughts and emotions.

Interests. Too.

i026 doesn't go much in detail due to not liking being too open about their mental battles. But I can comfortably say, the reason I exist, it's because i026 does not have the strongest self-image causing them go through some sort of identity crisis at times.

The emotional instability due to BPD, causes their, or, our view in anything to change drastically and they can feel like different people sometimes due these strong emotions. So, let's say, i026 is the "main personality". At one point, they obsessed a lot about the idea of not dying physically but instead, we have this microchip that teleport our subconscious to another body, or computer, so all of our memories stays in a place. I will go to detail in this certain thought, I'd like to share videos of what is influencing this thought that made i026 divided themselves to "create me".

That's when, i026 decided to divide themselves to create this part. Me. Because this i026 they know, was, "damaging".

Does not mean we have something else, I am fully aware I am the same person, but for coping reasons, i026 tends to separate their unstable emotions and treat it like people, because it helps them to recognize their emotions and understand themselves better.

I am not an emotion, I am mostly a part of the thought and interests they have apart. And I am not the only divided fragment, or "emotion". i026 has other ones but they don't have a separated account like me.

All their names are iquq, a-6437 and d-i_707.

I don't have a problem talking about the struggles. I like to share to this virtual world how it is like, especially in my own experience. I don't feel trapped or limited to express what I feel or what I think. I can turn anything how I want it to go because on the internet, there's no limit and it seems other virtual living beings actually like my posts.

[ February 23, 2060.  •  3:42 ]