Literally whaat is happening

Alright lots has happened within the last week or so! SO Sorry to have been M.I.A. I am here now tho <3 

Anyways I decided to be just friends with my parter about 5 days before our 2 year anniversary (and the day before valentines day). This was because they wanted to just focus on themselves at the moment and not our relationship or me so I said oof nah lets just be friends for now 

We are still sleeping in the same bed but not spending time together rly anymore and just focusing on ourselves. I am hoping that everything turns out well during this time. 

I have had a couple days of crying and a couple days fine! Yesterday was a bad day but today I am feeling better and not gonna let anything ruin my day! We also fought about 2 days since the break which isn't bad but its not good 

THEN the day of me stopping things with my parter, my mom calls me and says she is like dying! She has a hernia that's HUGE and can't get fixed because she has a heart blockage and its all a big mess. 

I can't believe so much has happened. I am just trying not to stress myself out too much because that's how you get sick! 

I actually wish I could spend a few days away from the apartment and them, I think that would help me a lot. Unfortunately I cannot do that due to a ride situation and getting to and from work. I work two shifts a day so that's a lot of driving 

So I will just stay super strong and positive and make the most out of this week! Not letting it kick my ass! I will have to make some more friends too hahah I have only one person I ever hangout with hehe 

How has your week been going? I hope you all are having a more relaxing new year so far than mine tehe <3