struggling

In one of my classes I have to like, design a magazine cover and like take a specific type of photo with a male model, but I'm struggling terribly with that cuz I'm too shy to borrow one of the cameras my uni offers, and also I don't have like any friends like at all.

Well, I do have *one* friend, but he has said to me before that it makes him feel uncomfortable to be taken photos and I don't want to bother him, and I still would be running with the issue of not having a good enough camera to take photos with

I really wanted to get good enough grades this semester to be able to apply for a scholarship, but I'm starting to doubt if I can pull it off, haven't gotten any bad grades just yet, but I can feel it coming