SPITE AND DELUSION SUSTAINS ME AND I WILL PERSEVERE

I get paid pennies working my minimum wage retail job and yet I am convinced that I WILL be able to afford top surgery, the trip to Japan I plan on going on with my friends this summer, a new wardrobe, rare death note collectibles, a car, new bedroom decor, college, etc. 

I WILL DO IT. 

this is what I believe. RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH