About me

Something weird about me is i can write for hours on end and my hands never hurt but if i'm reading for an hour my brain gets tired like i need to listen to music to keep reading it's strange. I can write for so long and im only 13 i feel like it's just a weird skill because my mom likes to write but not as much as i like to write especially because she has to write and do math for work. It kind of sucks that she does that for work all day because when i needed help with homework when i was younger i would ask my mom but she would do it wrong and then my dad would come in and yell i kind of hate my dad he hits me and yells a lot. I think That's why i write so much because its a way to escape from him and i love talking to my mom she's fat, and fat people always give the best hugs i don't know why but they are so comforting i can't really get side tracked in this because there was really no topic to begin with i mean there kind of was one but not a very good one anyways. I cant spell well sadly i never learned past like a 4th grade reading level i mean i can read fine but spelling is not my strong suit. Anyway i had to move schools last year because of bullying and threats towards me this school is much better i went to a "gang accosted" school which i would be happier if i could say that people were just joking when they say that but i cant my ex boyfriend was in a gang he wasn't scary the first time he ever beat someone up he almost lost i mean yeah he won but still he was chubby and quit every single sport he was in for this gang his dad was in fyi he didn't even know his father he was in jail and his mother hated him. I don't know why he would want to be like his father but he did his mom also let him smoke. no, not nicotine or cig's weed. weed in the house. weed at school. she would buy it for him. i never smoked weed because i'm scared of men a lot. this one time he told me to hit a blunt i said no and he kept pushing me his friends where over (they didn't like me) and even they were pushing me. i still said no because they were 8th graders and one was a freshman i was in 6th grade at the time and i still said no. if i was in 7th and was how i am now i would have said yes 100% i've tried everything to get friends that smoke weed and bring it to school and will let me go over but nah they are all pussy or they just don't like me. at my new school they hate me too they think that i said the n-word (im half black but no one believes me so i don't say anything "racist") i also have some strong opinions that some people can't handle i feel like if the n-word is so bad 1. nobody should say it or 2. don't give a fuck when somebody does. I don't get people with caring when a white person says it though if a mexican person says it then nobody bats an eye its so stupid. anyways thats it bye!