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I had an old friend reach out to me yesterday. It was kinda nice to catch up, even if there's a good chance I won't talk to them again. They thanked me for a book I got them for their 15th birthday that I don't really remember getting. In fact, I feel like I don't remember most of my time at middle school. But after that conversation, I found myself kinda giddy. It's nice to feel wanted and to be loved seemingly unconditionally. I saw that my ex was playing Paladins today, a game I introduced to him. Do I still pop up in his mind on occasion? Should I reach out and apologize just as my old friend has done to me?
I don't know.
We got out of school early today for severe weather and exiting the school was chaos. Funny thing though, no severe weather happened. Personally, I hate it when we get out for severe weather and nothing happens. Like, seriously, nothing happened. It just rained some. But hey, at least we still get our four-day weekend.
I didn't do well on my AP Stats test but my teacher has given the class packets that if completed, allow us to retake the test for a better grade. I'm glad she's showing us mercy, but why can't I do this for myself? Show mercy, I mean. My self-hatred is always more apparent when contrasted with another's love. It's like complementary colors, blue and yellow.
I made sure to attend an AP Stats study session to help combat some of my errors, but it made me feel worse emotionally. Though, I actually didn't do too bad. Unfortunately, I'm going to have to look at my free response portion of the test we took tomorrow. Also, I have two other tests for other classes tomorrow.
On a brighter note though, Murder Drones episode three drops tomorrow! I am absolutely stoked! Just gotta get through the school day.
Boa noite,
AstraGenesis
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pionoplayer
Always nice when an old friend reaches out unexpectedly. It's nice to know that there's someone else life is better for having had you in it, even all those years down the line.
And I get what you mean with the weather. Haven't been in school myself for a while but it's always mildly disappointing when you're promised a good storm and then all it does is drizzle.