Family Stuff

Yuh, so I'm not part of any drama currently, but it's kind of stressful to know it's happening :)

For the longest time, my parents have been either getting along okay, or having a major disagreement. But I've never seen a point where they can do much more than tolerate each other. Sometimes I wonder how they even got married in the first place, then managed to stay together for twenty-ish years.

Well, now I think things are changing. I'm not sure how, but they're both actually trying. Before this week, they were focusing on having a good relationship with their kids. Which is also good because I kind of thought I was my dad's least favorite, but what I really wanted was for my parents to love each other. Y'know, like other married couples do.

I used to be in a huge fight with one of my sisters because of a misunderstanding about when we were younger. My dad didn't treat me well, so I took it out on her, and that made her hate me. After I told her how I really felt and that I was sorry for the way I treated her, things got better and now we're friends. So if we, who used to be each other's enemies (like, we competed on nearly everything), can get along now... I'm really hoping that the same can happen here.

But yeah, I think I can finally stop being a sad girl now.