i used to know how to blog

i used to know how to blog without being sad! i had a blogspot as a kid, and i was a brainrotted twitter user from 11 to 17. i used to know how to broadcast my life and thoughts in a fun way. but i closed my blogspot* and soft-quit twitter** and now i have no clue how to talk about my life without being sad!

i have a dreamwidth for sad writing. maybe i should start using spacehey for the fun writing? idk! i'll try.

*i say this but i am not sure what happened to that blog, actually. i dont remember closing it, but i dont remember the username to check. huh!

**soft-quit meaning i only really have it for youtuber and idol updates notifications. and for other purposes. just not to pick fights. did wonders for my self esteem and mental health, actually.