hahaa...

i feel like a failure. My parents always bicker at me about how much I'm gonna fail school, become homeless, all of that stuff, and yell at me when I'm starting to do my work. I can't focus in school due to the students being annoying as hell, I can't focus at home, I can't focus anywhere. I try my hardest to get passing grades but here i am skipping school due to safety concerns and anxiety and watching my grades plummet. My parents refuse to home-school me, or to even put me in online classes. Now here i am contemplating if i should just attempt it again and risk being hospitalized. Why would my parents care? they're more concerned about my grades than my mental health. :/