Schizophrenia and diagnosis

for the past 2 months my therapist has been suggestic to my dad that shed want to try to diagnose me with onset shizophrenia, or at least schizoaffective disorder, this was A LOT for me to take in at first and i remember being really mad about it and i was pretty much throwing a fit like "NO. IT ALL WAS REAL YOU JUST DONT BELIEVE ME..NO IT WAS JUST PSYCHOSIS CAUSED BY BPD!!" but as I had time to process the idea of being schizophrenic alongside my therapist, and even tho I dont think im close to getting diagnosed, if I do get the diagnosis im pretty sure i will be more acceptful about it...

tho i doubt i will be able to ever be able to be okay with it though, Im afraid how the outside world and society (we live in a society) will treat me, ive already been pretty much condescended by my dad already so im not looking forward to being bullied and condescended by strangers..

either way, im writting this to process information better and perhaps get some guidence if anyone will read this? i doubt it but, hey, a man can dream