scout check in 6

god where do i begin

made some fucking amazing friends, really grateful for them. have a platonic partner too! i had a potential romantic partner but he was really just using me for his own gain so that naturally had to end.

there's been too many ups and downs for me to name over the last few months: pets passing away, best friends coming to visit, management changes at work, new classes, social anxiety returning in full, losing access to therapists, and just general mental health backsliding. but I am here. i am in one piece and I am here. above ground and doing all I can to keep it that way.

I've begun doing more research into deities and different forms of spirituality and religion lately as well, gotta have something besides school and work to fill my down time. i may make a post on some things I've learned at some point.

i missed this site, tbh. happy to be back and hoping to stay active even if i don't really have much of an audience. i need to get back into creating for creation's sake.