swimming pools (drank)

idk i dont think i like drinking anymore like rly at all except maybe at a nice dinner / special occasion. when i drink tht just doesnt feel much like me anymore and i get anxious/embarrassed/upset. i cut back in a big way a year ago but i rly dont even know if it has anything 2 offer me at all now i dont like buying the beers from the gas station or anything. s0 im gna stop

also intend 2 stop eating fast food there is just no g00d reason living in brookyln 2 be eating mcdonalds (mostly mcdonalds) as muhc as i am. i can get a good slice of pizza or indian entree within 3 blocks of my house for the same price or less as i spend @ mcds. and it makes me feel like sh!t for multiple reasons its not just physical but als0 mental i think when i eat fast f00d too much it's usually not a time in my lyfe where i feel capable of fully functioning but it definitely worsens tht feeling 

upside tho i dont think these things will b too difficult i'm already on the path