sad sad

Today is a sad day my baby is getting put to sleep on the 10th and i feel bad some how i feel like is my fault i know is not but it still hurts his my best friend and i have to let him go just like that it sucks i cried and cried I'm so dehydrate my heart hurts i wish i could of given him a better life i love him he is my one true love it hurts i love him 

i know you cant read but i love you mi puchu plz have a safe journy home